blue october

everything goes wrong.it unusually to feel this black holle in me.you’re a very mean person,don’t you?you are discharge me.take everything beautiful that  I gathered in my all life.why?Is that funny?don’t try to pretend that everything is allright.bullshit.don’t you dare to smile.it fucking hurts.

and I’m wondering,what I did wrong?that the fuck is going on?feel like a was in coma.when I wake up,I don’t remember nothing,but it hurts in my whole body and mind.

when I realize that nobody know,it feels like a strange dream.but I want you  in a very  bizarre way.I am thinking about me,you and our shit.what we are?Why are you stubborn to show me everything you have stored in you?I don’t feel inlove anymore.it a shit this  relationship.I don’t care.

I don’t need this.you fuckin hate me.and I don’t know what feeling is more strong : i fuckin love you,or I just wanna feel you in my bed.I don’t know.and I don’t wanna know. you hurt me.I’m trembling.

I don’t know.Don’t ask me.I don’t know anymore,I don’t feel,I don’t know,don’t know.

don’t.

don’t.