Today she was outside... Nothing special. She was outside and she regrets this.She  felt like  everything around her belittle her: stones, trees, cars, shops, people, people's eyes, even the curhch across the street... She thought she respects her religion, but nooo, she cares someone  who... No matter. God gave her a veryyyyyyyyy stupid heart. Good and stupid. Very stupid and blind. That's because her heart doesn't have eyes, SHE always hits. She found someone who after two months tries to play with her heart. She is very stupid, very stupid. For what? Just because she wanted little care? She is still stupid. She can gives a real feelings, without pains, without humiliation, she can do many good things... She can hurt if somebody hurts her...  She has soul... She has a raped dignity, she wants just litlle care... But someone... She doesn't know what to say... She does't understand: why she has to do somethig for someone, but nobody asks her what she wants? She doesn't need a shedule for meetings. If you really love, you can choose even one hour to meet her... In love this words : "I can not" it doesn't exists. In love, unfortunately we can find another words: "I wanna not"...
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