how to entertain yourself completely

most of all, I am fond of playing games with my mind. it amuses me, it's easy to trick and make fun of, because it's mine and I can abuse it anytime and for as long as I wish.
the easiest game is the experiment. I build bizarre moments and curious situations, and then throw myself into them just to see what's going to happen to me, how am I going to behave, when am I going to get myself out of the whole 'complication' I've made.
the point? the reason of it? self entertainment. I have fun. each experiment brings me to final conclusions and I love them! I like to think of them as truths I'll stick to for the rest of my life.
now, what does a laboratory researcher normally do when his last big experiment turned out to be dangerous?
ooooh, cut the fucking crap, would you?! you're doing it yourself, so stop spoiling the internet with your hypocrite whining.
what do you want to prove? that you can never replace people? that you'll always be a stranger in that 'wonderful' city you live in? grow up, get serious and do something about yourself.
by the way, this is your mind talking to you.
Sursa
2010-01-06 16:41:52