It hurts… so much….

I’ve been saying that something should happen soon…. It did… Now I feel empty… I’ve lost something… Don’t know if it’s a part of me, or even entire myself…. Can’t stop feeling sad…. empty… why am I so week anyway?  I thought it would be easier… Can’t stop thinking that it was my fault…. my fault… for being so naive… again… so stupid to let it happen…. so useless… Why it has to hurt so much? Why happiness lasts so little time?