frustration, anger, lack of understanding that's not what i have to feel when i am with my friends...sometimes on forget about the hard and easy times we have been thru..star illnesslack of ability to be humble?desire to prove that they are better now that they have been a couple of years agoit even makes me wonder what they say behind my back...that,s not REAL friendshipthere is a need in reloading the feelings, checking the boxes, are we friends or it's a point of the pastonce again, i felt frustrated by the fact that i was frustrated while being with my friends, and later on someone might ask why the conections is lost, once again: timpenii!pityhuge pity!the time will showover an out