Flashback
(Pictures by me from this autumn)
This is an unusual post.It's about some of my thoughts,something what kneads me at the moment.The main idea is that I need to leave the past if I wanna kiss the future but I can't.I'm the type of person which lives with her mind and thoughts in the past and I've always been so and I can't change this.I don't know if you'll understand me but I need to share my thoughts with you as this will be the first and the last post with and about my inner personality.In the past two months I had lots of changes.I've lost some of my closest people (nothing happened) is just sometimes I can't keep people near me even if I believe that relationships with people are like wind - now you feel it,later not a simple breeze will touch you.But Do you keep near you people who don't need you? Who never call you? Who judge you every time? I guess we all don't need those who don't need us.But we also can't live without relationships with people,we are like kinda dependent on them.I want to write so many things but my head is a waterfall of thoughts right now and I hate overthinking.The past three days were so strange,so many emotions,so many thoughts and lots of flashbacks.Even if it's too late I realised that I hurt so much someone and now I start to feel all the pain that I've done.It's just like my mom said: "Everything comes back,be careful what you do and what you say,don't hurt anyone!" To be honestly,now it feels better that I've wrote all this...just one thing: How to live with the present? Because the past lives with me every time.What kind of person you are? Do you enjoy the present? Or do you live with the past?
Sursa
2013-10-29 12:31:00