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When I'm alone, I think of so many things to say to you, but when I have a chance to tell you, I go speechless.
I talk to myself in my head a lot. I review previous conversations and change my responses. If I have a date with my boyfriend I go have the whole conversation in my head all over again.
I feel like I'm going a little crazy and I can no longer remember what it was like to feel normal. I let these feelings somewhere far away. I still talk to myself in my head and I can't say something out loud. Is this the depression?
I can't express myself or my feeling. I'm like a dead girl walking..
And the only one who can bring me back to life are you..
"Don't ya wanna hold me down, tell me that you love me?
Don't ya know that I have really never loved nobody, but you?" Lana Del Rey
