Hopeless…

After a long time…. Don’t know how to explain… I fell myself lost… really lost…. can’t smile …….wanna cry all the time…. my soul feels alone…. helpless…. unprotected…. where are all the wall I’ve put? Why can’t I see them working? Do I really ask for so much? Why it’s not hapenning with me like to other people? So many questions….. no answers…..

Feeling isolated…. can’t hear what people are saying to me…..