Thinking about nothing….

Every person in it’s life understands one thing… I guess  this moment have come… althought I can’t be thinking about it. How come that I feel one thing I can’t understand? It is rather strange that I’m asking and I’m lyied in my face?!? Right in my face… And telling me that nothing is wrong… do I actually look so stupid after all?

How come I’m always the one who loves more in one relashionship? How come I’m the one who gives, but not receiving all that back? How come it is not fare, nor even acceptable…?

I think it’s about respect… it means I don’ t deserve respect at all? Don’t I deserve the things I give? Is that something wrong about me?

Frankly…. I don’t care anymore, usually I complicate all by myself, my life, thinking about things I don’t need. It’s too complicated and undeserving to be thought about…

September 2009 by Prujinka (about friends)