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It has been a long time since I last wrote this period of time I thought about this , and today I decided to write something I think that no one is reading and no one knows about this blog but I don't care I write for me , for the person that lives in my head and maybe for that person who will discover this one  day in this period of time all the things changed but I'm still that little girl that likes rain and silence I still dream about traveling and leaving this city I'm tired of all of it of this stupid standards ... of this people of this streets of all I need a break _____________ sorry, I know is not a good post

The feeling that I can't control myself, destroys me. I just can not control my mind,my thoughts and my life.. Don't undersand who I am ,what I want and who I want to be. Everything is so banal and meaningless.. ...I lost all my desires and purposes.

I'm a big dreamer all my life consist of dreams                    - I dream more when I'm awake I think that dreaming is escape ... escape from cruel reality. escape from my troubles ,problems I forget my problems _________________________ in dreams life seems to be easier you have a perfect world and all your dreams come true                     - but dreaming has also a negative side,named :          " returning in reality"                     - that moment when : all it's perfect you live in a amazing world in paradise and after all ,you realise that all is your fantasy you're just dreaming and all problems and worries come back. _________________________ but... I never saddened of this this is life... and we must accept it ,the way it is                     - yeah,I know life isn't so easy there're million troubles like : diseases ,death of loved ones,broken hearts,problems with parents ... and other hard problems... but we must fight them fight them all ! be strong don't give up don't wait for sadness to kill you act,move,do, make it! sunny and beautiful days are coming. _________________________ just don't give up!                                         DK.

oh,how I love this... evening. smell of the rain,dark clouds sad music. hot and tasty tea and blog sitting in a room ,with light turned off . it's amazing ! ____________________________ people,please ... don't turn on  lanterns on streets                            - how I want to be far from the city now far from the lights from supermarkets cars and other things that disturb the silence. ____________________________ I love rainy days .                                                        DK

roses are red violets are blue I like tumblr. more than I like you                                                   DK.                                                         

the endless river asked me for a kiss. he promised me eternity and heavenly kingdom he manipulated me by the whispers of souls                          - I known his voice he had the sweetest voice I ever heard I was hypnotized and I kissed him ... _____________________________ suddenly I got satisfied all my sadness and worries disappeared warm surrounded me and I felt a cold breeze like someone, were breathing behind me it was him ... lord of the river . _____________________________ he was beautiful no ... he wasn't beautiful he was perfect. he looked like an angel but without wings I've never seen anything (anyone) more beautiful in my life. _____________________________ we stood there all night talking and talking ... ... about nothing and between us formed a bond. _____________________________ shortly before the sunrise,he said that he had to go. I wanted to go with him but he stopped me and said only : -Wait ! and embraced me. then he disappeared ... _____________________________ since then i'm waiting for him to see him again ... and go with him... ... in his kingdom.                                                                       DK.

I planned to wake up this night at 3am (or at 4am) this is my favourite time early morning when you wake up and find silence ______________________ in this silence you find "YOU" the real you you seem to be a different person  ______________________ often I think : "how happy are persons,wich can see sun rise    in a house,far from the city   near a forest    tasting a coffee(tea)   covered by a warm blanket   and waiting for loved persons to wake up from sleep " how I wish to be in their place  ______________________ I'm tired of the city city that never sleeps  noise of cars lights  big buildings etc. ______________________ I'm lucky that I live in a quiet part of the city not so quiet, but ...anyway ______________________ early morning nature tea tumblr and silence        _ it's so perfect.                                                                                                                               DK.

 You don't know me.  Also ,I don't know me ...  And ...  I don't know you.  So ...      Welcome !!!