Perfection

Why can’t I be perfect? To have a perfect smile for every moment that comes into my life, to have the perfect outfit for my personal fulfillment and why not, to have the perfect people around me. Could it be possible for me to spend perfect nights near perfect boyfriends?! Enjoying perfect delicious dinners and still having a perfect body?! Why can’t I be perfect? I see a clear, perfect picture in my head where I’m living in a perfect world, talking perfectly my native language & not only it. I see myself kind, honest & in love with people. I’m the type of women who knows what she wants & what are the right buttons to push. Every step that I take is followed by a great success & a perfect family supports me all the time. I see my perfect career, as well as my perfect apartment & why not, a perfect family of my own. I have a perfect daughter and a perfect son that are making me proud every single day. My perfect husband still loves me with all his heart and never forgets about our anniversary. Then, I see myself raising perfects grandkids and being the best perfect grandma’ in the entire world. Of course I see myself retired and always drinking the perfect green tea on Fridays. I love my family and I’m perfectly happy about the way my life did turn out. ARE YOU BORED?!!! Good!! ‘cause I can’t be perfect people & thank God for that, because all that I described above is beautiful just on paper, I guess. It’s ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. It’s fun to be able to make mistakes. I thank God that He didn’t create me as a weird robot which reads a script about his perfect life daily. I’m happy that I’m human and I still have lessons to learn. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I’m going through. I make excuses for everything in my life and I’m not perfect, take this as a note, I think that would make me extremely boring.